I'm a total disappointment to myself. I made tons of promises which I don't keep. I forget things every now and then. I cheat when I'm suppose to be working. I go back to the same dark course after promising God and myself that I wouldn't. Are all these symptoms of my post trauma? Or am I just making all these up in my head? Is there really something beyond my power that is pulling me back and down on my knees all the time, or am I just plain lazy and a pure fool?
I am acting so weird and strange. I don't know how to tell between a hallucination and reality. I am getting weirder and stranger by the day.
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