My life: Less f***ing perfect!

So life gets f***ed up sometimes. And sometimes it gets a little wild and fun at the same time. Sometimes I do wonder why do I want to be accepted like everybody else when in truth being me is all that matters. You wanna know why? It's lonely. Yeah I got families around me and sometimes a variety of cool friends that I can depend on at every step of my journey. But still it is so much more relax and less agitation to be able to blend in and given the approval nod. So, okay. In the world today, there's a saying that goes like this, 'If you can't stand out then die in silence'. What's wrong with this people? Some of us actually love being behind the scenes. Not everyone wants to be superstars. Yes everyone has dreams, and mind you it's different from yours and mine. Everybody wants to be rich yes but for different reasons. You know what, I don't really know where the hell I'm going with this but just cope with me for another minute.

Yes. Life is full of surprises. Sometimes we make the wrong turn and regret it and sometimes we play safe because.. well we just decide to play safe, ok. But from where I've been and where I'm going I know the one thing I should take with me all the time is the strength to learn and let go. I am a firm believer of there are reasons behind every happenings. So if I fail, it's ok. My God has a reason for that but do I quit? No. I should go on because I believe that I will learn from the experience and some day soon I will succeed. I just have to believe that, that’s all.