Insatiable hormones IS HERE.

Again... so many things had happened since the last couple of days. And now, while I am trying to digest the situations, here I am, I've wasted almost 7 hours of my day (today) being idle and unproductive. In a way I do feel like I'm cheating my boss because I'm not doing what I'm suppose to be doing, which is my job. I just feel so bloody damn lazy today. I started my day by waking up late.. which is at 8. Then I didn't rush myself to work. I even found the time to buy myself breakfast and ate it at my table without the slightest feeling of guilt, while everyone around me is working quietly in their cubics. I still feel sleepy and tired, and even a bit morbid right now. I'm very distracted but I don't know what I'm thinking. This is the usual phase which I have to go through everytime my menstruation cycle is approaching. If I'm not crying myself to sleep or craving for sweet release delicacies, I will definitely be in this state of pure 'I don't give a hoot' to whatever or whomever. Is this unhealthy? Is this even normal? Right now, I just don't give a s***.